Halsey is reflecting on the final decade of their life.
Per week earlier than the “With out Me” singer is about to have a good time their 28th birthday, they penned a message on social media, admitting that—regardless of their top of fame—they too really feel unhappy and lonely at instances.
“I discover that usually there’s a deep disappointment inside me that no quantity of worldly pleasure can contact, a loneliness, an vacancy,” the singer wrote on their Instagram Tales Sept. 21. “I ponder typically if I selected the unsuitable life for myself. And the load of it’s suffocating. I am sorry that melancholy has penetrated my artwork in a means that hasn’t served a higher function apart from my very own self loathing.”
Halsey then wrote that as they method their birthday, they’re “simply now exhaling and gasping for air for the primary time since I took a single breath on this new life at 18.”
They continued, “I’m wandering lawlessly and I hope to seek out my means someplace significant quickly in order that I can provide the guys I’ve at all times recognized to scoop heapings of into your ears. They’re shriveling recently. In case you can’t be sort, a minimum of be mild. With love.”